My SToRy... My LIfe....

2009-10-25T15:12:00.003+08:00

haish..today is sunday...
im left with 20 days of attachment before the two weeks holidays..
well yesterday was fun..meeting susu after a week of hell at ED..thanks susu for the day...
waiting for lee min ho..who in the end did not turn up due to some security reasons..
stupid girls...becos of them lee min ho cant come..
haish..
well nehmind...im still waiting for 2PM concert in singapore...
i sure go one lah...hehehe...
hmm..yesterday had a chat about relationship with susu...
shes a good advicer...thnks susu...this makes me consider...
i think being single for now is better..need to focus on my attachments...
have to pass my PRCP before i get into relationship...
yeah..!!thats my goal for now...
so frens..please support me...thnks..

im now missing my frens and skool...
so NGONGss when can we meet and have gathering,chilling or watever we can do together...???
meet up soon NGONGss...

thats all for now..

2009-10-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

hey peepss...
almost one month since i last update hor...
well..now is doing my attachments..now left 22days of attachments..
haish...
i really miss skool and my frensss...

i dunno wat to say lah...
so..until here..byebye..

2009-09-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

hey peeps..long time no updates..
yeah..selamat hari raya to all my muslims friends..
i spend my hari raya at kampung..
then came back to singapore and having open house on sunday..
i cant wait for 7th oct..hehe..cos..im going to LANGKAWI...hehehe...
and it's my ride in aeroplane..hehe..im excited bout it...
but after that..it's back to work..yeah..it's the start of my 6 weeks attachment..
damn...im thinking how am i going to survive thru this 6 weeks..
haish...
and today..i just had a fun day with shuhui and peiying..heheh
yeah..we went out together to orchard..then we went to bugis to find bad cos my bag "pecah"
haish..so bought a bag at bugis...then went to eat at LJS..then go back to dhoby ghout and i bought a shirt..a guy"s shirt..hehe..
yeah..in all..i had a fun day...
thanks susu and peiying...
we shall meet up again...hehe

2009-08-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

it's exam period now..our last exam in NYP...
left one more paper on thursday and thats it...
i'll be having my 6weeks holiday..yeah..
going to celebrate hari raya at kampung..haha thats wat i've been waiting for..hehe
have to fight for this one more paper..then it' end of sufferings..
ouh yah..haha...SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN...
hehehe

oklah...
bye..

2009-08-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

today is the second last day of school...
OMG..im gonna cry soon..hehe..
gonna miss all the frens i've made during the three years in NYP..
gonna miss all the moments that i've spent in NYP..
gonna miss the NGONGss..ahh..so sad...
haish..

cant wait for tmr..cos tmr we will be chilling at starbucks..
after skool gonna straight go there..yeah man..
then.. after that i shall study for my examss..which is next wk..
and..to all the muslims...next week is already entering fasting month..
HAPPY RAMADHAN...

2009-08-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

BILLY TALENT....
my latest..eh no..it's their latest album that made me gugugaga over their songs..
the songs are damn nice and so rock that i can resist it..
well..there's another songs that im crazy with..it's..KOREAN songs..hehe..
well these songs are just so nice to listen to..hehe

nxt week is exam week..and here i am still playing FB..hehe..
i just not in the mood to study...haish..
i still gt my harry potter book to finish..
must finish it before exam...left afew more pages..can do it...yes!!

this week is the last week of skool...so nxt week there will be no more lessons..only examss...
then after that two weeks..five papers..then it will be holiday..yeah man..
i just cant wait for is fifth or seventh of october..
cos my family flying to langkawi..yeah..so fun..
it's gonna be my first time taking aeroplane..hehe..
so excited..feels like still a long way to go...

12 october..will be back to the hospital...
will resume my part as a student nurse..hehe
arrgghh...im not ready to become a STAFF NURSE...
how???

~classic~

2009-08-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

since after my mc last week...i feel so weird coming back to skool..
like all the situations in skool is abit strange to me..
and i didnt see him yesterday and today..so abit sad lah just now..and keep thinking wat happen to him..
hmm...well in two weeks time is already exam..then holiday 6 weeks...
cant believe that im going to graduate soon..
arr..im still not ready to work..not ready to enter the world full of responsibilities yet..
im still not getting used to the fact that PRCP is coming soon...

haish..
~life is like a maze~

2009-07-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

im bored and tired of this life right now...
too much projects...with some people behaving like wat..and getting on my nerves..
how i wish i can kill or shout at that person or shuld i say people...
irritating...
i feel like dying...arrrr....
can i quit nursing and become a baker..huahuaha...
haiyah..

2009-07-11T21:00:00.006+08:00

I've found a remedy for my running nose..hehe..
today wake up with running nose..maybe due to last night sleep late..not enough sleep lah..hehe
so this morning while sitting around and reading a magazine..i found a page talking about all the remedy for all kind of sickness..so i read on and found about running nose..
it says that put slices of ginger in a boiling water or hot water and drink..
and another one is put spoonfuls of juice from a lemon into a cup of boiling water or hot water..
..so eagerly..i tried the ginger one...after drinking the water..i went to sleep..surprisingly..when i wake up..the watery nose is gone..my nose is clear and no more stuffy..it is more effective then eating piriton with panadol..wow...
so thats my blog for today..a remedy for watery and stuffy nose...
u guys can try it..

2009-07-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

RIP to Micheal Jackson...
well eventhough his body have been buried..im still in shock..still cant believe that he has pass on to the next world..
today a fun day ...during lab i get to be a doctor..pretend one of course..hehe
i gt to insert ETT on the manequin..hehe..so fun..
then disturb people..hehe...
oklah..so far fun lah..
nxt week thursday starts assessment alr..
arrrrr......

2009-07-06T21:39:00.009+08:00

skool has started...ermm..
skill assessment coming up..theory test coming up..presentation also coming up...
arrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!....im stressed...im worried...
wish that it's a realli long holiday...or..maybe..i can just stop skooling..hehe
haish

gt a bad cough today..
hmm..three weeks of holiday...
been fun..boring..and dull...
haish..

arrrggghhh!!!now i realli dunnoe wat to blog...

haiyah..oklah..
just stop untill here..
chiao..

2009-06-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

quite long since i've blogged..
been sick for the past two days..
it was the worst day of my life on sunday...
i kena diarrhea seh..bad..bad diarrhea..
kena food poisoning..10 times go toilet do business..3 times vomit...wah..
damn..im exhausted man..until i can die seh...
from after lunch until night time...
it doesnt stop until there..the nxt day..that is yesterday..another episode of diarrhea..hehe..

ok..enuf of diarrhea story...hehe

today..go out with susu and peiying...we go etude house..
then walk to orchard..hehe..
so down there just walk arnd window shopping..
then go eat then go home...
thats all for today.. :)

2009-06-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday was FUN..
went marina barrage for picnic with half of ngongs..
there's alot of food....yeah..we found a spot to sit..straight away..eat..hehe cos all of us are so hungry..then after that..play kite..hehe...camwhoring..all in all..it was fun lah eventhough only the 5 of us..we successfully made it fun..
after that went to starbucks suntec to hang out and chat..we watched cars pass by and give comments..the one that do the commenting is mimi,bas and hidayah..sory gals..i nvr say anithing cos i dunnoe that much about cars..hehe..so i just listen to you all..hehe..
then arnd 7.30pm i went home while they still there watching cars..hehe..

thnks NGONG..

2009-06-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

arent they cute and handsome??hehehe

hey people...
first week of the holiday almost come an end..left one more week..

well..i failed my theory test..muahaha..the questions quite confusing and difficult..

so yesterday booked two more sessions of that..it will be on 27/6..

well..im still not over with my KOREADDICTED!!..hehe..cos i havent finish watching boys before flowers..when i wanna watch..alot of disturbances..so i've decided to download from youtube to realplayer..so i can watch in my room..hahah...

Now i just cant wait for thursday...it's our first and maybe the last picnic together..The NGONGS...yeay...

i just wish that thursday faster come..then we can picnic,camwhoring and have fun..

hmm..i think thats all for now..

shall update more later part of the holiday.. :)

2009-06-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

hey..hey..hey..
it's day 1 of the june holiday...
still have 13 more days..
i start missing my frens already...well i've planned an outing for the NGONGs..
that is to go for picnic..which we never done before..well that will on 25/6..the second week of the holiday..tmr gonna go to skool for meeting..then maybe i'll be goin for the night class at SSDC..cos on wednesday is my THEORY TRIAL TEST for the final one..hahaha..actuali i planned to go yesterday..unfortunately..this forgetful mind..i didnt go..but i ended up watching BOYS OVER FLOWER..
yeah..im now addicted over that drama..since that day i peep at susu watching this drama..found it fun..so go home and find..yeah..
im now KOREADICTED!!hahaha...

well..ngongss..how our picnic...confirm or not...????

2009-06-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

haish..today only two hours of lab..
after that the ngongs went to north to have lunch..
lucky me..i ate before i went home..becos..no ne at home and no food to eat..
so i went home with full stomach..so reached home arnd 2++pm..
straight away changed..then watched tv..hehe..
so i spent the time watching tv until 6pm..then now play my comp..huahuahua..
well..while watching tv..my phone sounds..sms..see..it's from him..hehe..
oklah..quite happy..well not so happy..cos im bored at home alone..
now..blogging..i've done my part for tmr presentation during lab..
we gonna do a topic on cytotoxic extravasation..haha..
well class..be prepared.. :P
the above is actualli lyric of falling slowly from Glen Hansard..but i like Kris Allen's version..

well..tmr start at 11am..at last my tuesdays..start late..after a few weeks starts at 8am..if not it's 9am..hehe...

oklah..i think thats all..

2009-06-06T23:05:00.004+08:00

hey people...
i gt a new obsession..hehe..
im obsessed with 2PM and super junior.. korean group.. they are so cool..

their dance..wow..

especially one of the member of 2PM.. :Nichkhun Horvejkul..

he soooo cute!!!.. below are some pictures of him.. :)

isn't he cute.. :P

2009-06-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

hello...
today was fun..the going home part was funny...
after lab..mimi was like asking susu,hidayah,me,sarah.."can i have your number..i want to date you up tonight"..so funny...
then my answer was.."i tot you already have my number..i also have your number..so why not..what time and at where?"
hehehe..then mimi started laughing and i also laugh...
hehehe...
we continue till walkway to mrt station..then me,mimi and hidayah was talking so loud..and kacauing each other..hehehe

so can sae that today i did alot of laughing and had fun today.. :)
well..now waiting for tomorrow wat will happened...could it be a fun day or a sad day ???
haish..hope it's fun day.. muahahah.. :P

i think thats all..

2009-05-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

well people..in 10 minutes the date will be changed to 28 May 2009..
im still stuck in front of my laptop blogging yeah..
well so happy that i've changed my music part..from imeem to mixpod..get that form mimi..
saw her using that just now in skool..have to change cos imeem now play the songs only for 30secs..WTH..so now i've changed..but there are some songs that the thing cannot find..still abit disappointed..

so..today went to skool for 1hour lecture of 3117.1..
after that had b'fast at MAC's..big b'fast people..hehe
then after that went to elab to open all then elearning files and saves it to my thumbdrive..hehe
then went home at arnd 12..cos my nose make problem..so when reached home..eat..take med..pray and sleep..muahaha..wake up at 4pm..watch tv until 6pm..

then after maghrib prayer..went for a jog with mama..hehe..
feel fresh after that.. :)

now..in less than 4minutes..will changed into a new day..
hehee

i think thats all people.. :)
ouh yah...thanks to mimi and rez for advicing me..appreciate it so much.. :)

Confused!!!

2009-05-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

im confused...ppl help me please...
there are two guys..one i noe from tagged and the other i noe from facebook..
hmm..well..i noe the facebook first..and now im rather comfortable exchanging sms with him..while the other..he seems too rushing for me..he expected me to sms him.."he think im so free is it??"haish..im nt so sure about the situation rite now..
now..to me the facebook guy is already like a close fren to me..he so good to me.. :)
arrrr...im confused now....

well..nehmind bout that..
lets move on..
well this week have been an emotional week for me..
well i shall not elaborate on what has happened..only my frens knew..

well..now i cant wait for tuesday...
first it's becos of my BTT at 2pm..
then after that will be going out with susu n miao..we will be going shopping..shopping and shopping...muahahaha...
tuesday..faster come..im waiting for you... :P

isit time yet???

2009-05-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

hey all...how are you guys..
i've been on and off updating my blog..cos been very busy and also dunnoe wat to tell to you all..
yesterday have been a great day for me..goin out with sus and miaoxin..at first we met at city hall..go to marina square to eat at my fav fast food that is LJS..had my fav grilled cajun chicken..
after the three of us are full..we headed to the wallet shop still at marina square..down there i just surveying the price of the billabong wallet that im gonna get after i gt my money that will be on 26may..yey..and on that day me and susu planned to go shopping again after my BTT..
hehe..cant wait for that day...then gonna eat LJS again.. :)
then after that we headed to starbucks suntec where miao and susu do their editting for their ICA while me..dreamming away..there's an incident happened at starbucks which i shall not explain with respect to miao xin.. :) so after their editting done..we bought caramel frappe and we head off..miao xin goin out with her fren..so me and susu go jalan2..
then we headed to esplanade for camwhoring...hehe..it was fun..fun..fun..
after that we went home..

reached home about 8+pm..
and gt sms from him..hehe..can say quite happy lah.. :)
now im worried for my lab assessment..
please god let me go thru assessment with ease and pass.. :)

2009-05-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

hey all..
this few days have been wonderful for me..
guess wat..there's a guy frm facebook smsed me..
hehehe..
well frm where he gt my number..frm facebooklah of course..heheh
so it's been three days he smsed me..and almost about one month facebooking...
well..he quite nice to me..
ish..ama..stop thinking..it may nt be him..

well this week and nxt week will be assessment week..
hope i pass everything..and so week 6 can go chill out..hehe
well i wanna watch monster vs aliens..hehe
the characters so cute..
hehehe....

2009-04-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

it's the fourth day of skool..
today for lab was interesting..
we learn how to wash our hands..with brush..hehe..
also called scrubbing..
yup..it was painful when your hand kena scrub by the brush which is quite hard..
you scrub until ur hand is red..every part of the hands mu scrub for thirty times..
at the same time get to play with water..hehe..
thats why i say it's interesting..hehehe

for the two hours break before lab..we went to club crawl as sarah,miao and shane wanted to try the wall climbing..while they were climbing,me and susu go and watch the foreign bodies dancing..
and at there i saw the guy whom i gt crush with..hehe..

well..
thats my update..
chaoz..

2009-04-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

hello..today is the second day of skool as a yr 3 student in NYP..
hehe..wat an introduction..muahah
well...a jeez of yr3 after 2 days undergoin it..i feel like goin back to yr 1..
yr3..so stressful man..alot of projects..
and also the nursing lab topics..WOW!!
today we learnt about OT..the equipments and everyting..
haha..after seeing and getting to noe tt we have to noe the names of all the forceps..sponges,swabs..i will not take perioperative nursing as my future career..
i rather work in the wards where it is more comfortable..heehe
well..it's onli the 2nd day..have to stay on for this yr..I CAN DO IT...hehe

2009-04-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

helloo...
well..skool starting soon..
quite excited and also quite scared..haish..
hope i can face it and make it through smoothly..
it is a critical year..

okay enough of that stressful moments..
hehe..
i gt another stress also..
yesterday me and father go to SSDC..
and enrolled in Class 3A/3..
that is driving lesson for car..hehe..
well just started only..still have to take the theory trial test..then take basic theory test..
there's alot of tests to be taken..which is my enemy..haiyo...
but too bad..have to passed everything without any stuck cos..my parents are paying for it..hehehe...
well..also goodlah..for my future..

well yeah..thats all i have to say..

2009-04-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

taken on 1st april..the day when me and shuhui went out..
so long never see her..hehe..
first went to bugis..end up i onli bought a bag..hehe
then went to marina square to eat at LJS..
then we jalan2 at citylink and raffles city..
well went home arnd 6++pm..
hhehe..
have fun..

today..bake cupcake and decorate it..hehe..

actualli i gt nothing to say..
just update for the sake of updating..
haha..

2009-03-31T21:34:00.006+08:00

chocolate cake with three scoops of blueberry ripple icecream

Hello!!!long time no updates..

still having my holiday... goin back to school on 20th april..

well just cant wait for that date to see all my frens..

yah..and also it will be my final yr in NYP..

well this semester results is abit better than last sem..at least gt 1 B..

hehe..

ok..1 week holiday that i spent at my kampung has been fun and enjoyable..

went to the beach and make myself tanned..hehe...

well last week friday i baked chocolate cake..muahaha..

then i experiment it with blueberry ripple ice cream..

it turned out to be nicer than expected..

today..

my family seems to have a feast..

my father treat us pizza..then my sis bought doughnuts and at night my mum cooked noodle..

wow..wat a feast..hehe..after today we all shall be fat..hehehe...

tmr..i'll be goin out with susu..hehe...long time nvr see her..

goin arnd s'pore..hee..

oklah..i think thats all..

2009-03-13T20:24:00.003+08:00

yeay!!!at last it's the end of IMH attachments oredi..muahaha...
so happy yet so sad..hehe
well now i declare myself HOLIDAY..
going to have 5 weeks holiday..
then it will be skool..so now planning wat im goin to do for holiday..
first, go kampung for 1 wk..then i will come back here and will find part time job..anywhere also can as long as it is HALAL money...hehe..
then maybe planning to go outing with frenss..

well thats all..
:)

2009-02-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

aaaaarrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!...
im damn bored now..
left 10 more days of attachments..
IMH..im so excited to noe wats it like down there...
then after that will be holiday..haha..cant wait for that...
then it will be skool reopen fro a new year..that is my final yr in nyp...
still havent find wat i've been searching for..haish..

the five days at nuh has ended..and im gonna miss my abg kerinting..hehe
nvr seen him for like the pass three days before the last days.. :(
hehe..

2009-02-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

haish...IM BORED to death...
exam finished..i dunnoe wat to do..
usually..stay at home study..at least something to do..
now...all i do is ..wake up..shower..bfast..tv..computer..
nehmind..monday wont be bored animore..
monday will be attachment day..yeay..gt to see my abg kerinting..muahahaha...
at least something to entertain myself..
hehe...
then after the three weeks..then HOLIDAY..
hehehe....

no more to write...
thats all..
bye..

2009-02-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

yey...at last left one more paper to go..but the paper is the difficult paper...
abpsych and behaviour modification..arrgghhh!!!!...
nevermind..last paper..must endure..
then after last paper is attachment..attachment for three wks..then it's holiday..
haahahaha...
i want my holiday quick!!!!
hehe...

i think thats all..

2009-02-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

hello...well now it's exam week..left three more papers to go...
then after that will be three weeks of attachments..AGAIN!!!...
then it will be holiday..yeah!!!just cant wait for the holidays...
well in less than two months time..i'll be 19...arrr!!!...goin to be 19 oredi..
getting older and older.. hehe..

just came back from pasar malam at admiralty...
end up buy macdonalds...
hehe..now my stomach is full of doouble cheeseburger,fries and iced lemon tea..hehehe
so full so bloated.. :).. can sleeep well tonite... :)

i have no idea wat else to type..
so just until here lah..
till nxt time...

2009-02-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

hey..it's been afew days since i last update..
well i've completed my 1 month of free labour at NUH..now back to skool..
studying for exm which falls on this coming thursday..this will go on for 2 weeks then back to attachment..1 wk at NUH and 2 wks at IMH..then after that it's HOLIDAY..just cant wait for that moment to come..well i've planned my holiday oredi..where im goin..haha..where else if not my kampung..thats the only place where i can be peaceful..

the last day at NUH ward 56 was memorable..haha..my "abang kerinting" come to my ward..hehe..so happy..and i cant stop smiling...seeing his face makes me smile wider..hehe..
well it's nothing actually..i dun even noe his name..hhaha..nehmind..just for admiration..hehe..

tmr there's lecture for abnormal psych..hope my friends are coming..just missed them so much..
and tuesday too..tuesday is pharmaco.. :(..

i think thats all for now..
~ama~

2009-01-27T17:07:00.002+08:00

hey..long time no updates..
well yeah..been busy with my attachments..
left 8 more days of attachments before exam starts..
after that attachments again for 3 weeks then it will be holidays..
arrghh...after holiday,then i will be in yr 3!!!
OMG...year 3!!

well so far..two weeks of attachments at ward 52 was oklah..
hmm...staffs were nice..learnt alot of things too..and being disturbed by my friend..
hehe...kena disturbed by safiah bcos of a guy..hehe...we called him "abang rambut curly"..
seriously speaking this guy is hmmm...oklah..quite cute..heheehe..when i see him..makes my day happy..hehe..well..he works at NUH as techinician...so..can see him almost everyday..

now..im missing all my friends..the NGONGS..everybody..
and i miss skool...i wanna go back to skool...
haish...
exam just round the corner and i just started studying...
tmr will be the first day in ward 56..just hoping that it will be the same experience as ward 52..
with good and friendly staffs & sister...

i think thats all for now..

2009-01-12T21:32:00.002+08:00

today the first day of attachment at ward 52 @ NUH..
overall..it was BORING... the ward is a 4 bedded ward and a B1 class..
with air-con and tvs and telephone by the bedside.
well maybe it's only orientation day..
well gonna start doin works tmr..will starts to do dressing,injections..everything lah..

now im starting to miss the NGONGS...
i want to go to skool...
i want to see my beloved NGONGS..
and especially "HIM"..hehe :P
arrrgghhh!!!!!
faster end...
i have 9 days in ward 52 and 8 days in ward 56..
faster....

2009-01-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

"welcome to NYP!"
hehe..thats wat i said for two days..
im involved in the NYP open house..actually i only involved one day..
but i suddenly become "rajin'..i go and came for the other two days..which makes me involved for 3 days..hehe..

the first day my duty was a guide for the bus-in visitors..which is the secondary skool students..
well this duty was oklah..not that interesting..

the second day...that is yesterday.. this..i volunteer to come...hehe..
duty from 10am-9pm..it was fun...
from 12-6..was all the walk-ins and bus-in..so me and susu become ushers and welcoming visitors..it was fun...
then after we had our dinner..the night open house starts..6-9pm
this is the fun part..we had 98.7fm deejays sue and young come to entertain us..
then had the bands from different skool playing their songs..
and me and susu were like dancing,singing to entertain ourselves..hehe
we also watched the foreign bodies perform..
end up we went home at 9pm..and i reached home at 10pm..

today was the third and the last day of open house..
overall i felt happy that i was involvved...
it was a memorable event...
today also i become guides..
like yesterday..me and susu..run away from our duty for awhile to watch the foreign bodies dance..it was cool...
then we walked arnd giving brochures to people and welcoming them..

well i think this is the first and the last i will be involved with the open house..
cause nxt yr we have our PRCP and that will be our last year in NYP...
:( :( :( so sad...

2008-12-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

yeah...
today..i've bake a cake..
it's banana cake..my second cake i baked in one week..
hehe
and it's nice..haha...
for now..i declare my new hobby...BAKING cakes... :)
now..im thinking wat to bake next..hehe..but skool is starting..

tmr going to meet the ngongs..yey..
first go watch movie then go LPS to eat...
i cant wait...
muahaha...

oklah..i think thats all for now..
~chiao~

2008-12-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

hello folks..

today went to skool for BCLS practice from 9-11am..
had fun practising...
then went to eat...

after that...me,sarah,mimi go SWIMMING..hehe...
it was fun..we have been skooling in nYp for 2 yrs..and onli today we used the swimming pool..hehe..it was damn fun... :)
we played lah..hehe..just playing with the water..
as for me..long time nvr go swimming..
haha...
hope to go again... :)

2008-12-21T16:44:00.002+08:00

hey...
today..i make cake..
steamed chocolate cake..
hehe..
it's just been cooked and it's ready..but not yet to be sliced..must wait till it cool down..hehe
my first cake since my secondary skool days.. :)

well..i wanna watch movie..but dunno when.. haish..

2008-12-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

heyo...
im so freakin bored..my holidays are a BOREDOM...
stay at home..doin nothing..the onli thing i do is..read book, online..tv..thinking of my one last project..

now im missing my frens..the ngongs.. i miss the north canteen soya bean drink and the toast..
arrr...how i miss skool now..but when skool starts again..im gonna have my BCLS assessment on the 30th..

today is one of the ngongs bday..it is shuhui aka susu bday..well happy birthday to her..hope shes enjoying her bday celebration.. :)..well just gonna say that I love you susu.. :P

well these few days..im having weird dreams seh..???
so weird until i laughed to myself when i recall them..

ouh yah..just now..i watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging..
it is so nice..so fun and interesting..almost the same case as mine..hehe.. :P
georgia is so cute and funny...she's good..
and the guy..wats his name? i think robbie..is so cute when he plays the bass...
hehe..well out of 5 popcorns..i give 4 1/2 popcorns..hehe
it's really my kind of story..

well 9 days left of holidays..arrrgghhh...
im gonna rot and die of boredom staying at home...
someone..please ask me out...just go anywhere..as long as i can get out of the house..
out from my mum's nagging..my sis's instructions..and my dad's..well..my dad nvr say anything..luckily..only giving sarcastic remarks,sentences,words whenever i watched any shows on tv.. :)
at least thats okay..

oklah..
until here..
~choaz~

2008-12-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

my new cousin...Ahmad Faiz..hehe..born on late November..
he so cute and i cant resist him..hehe

well yesterday came back from kampung..
go there on friday straight after skool..
on saturday went to ipoh to sent my last uncle for his engagement..
it was a 6 hour journey..very long..
then still need to carry the hantarans..wow..6 hours in the car..cant imagine...

today two breaks starts..and i have no planning for the breaks..
ngongs say that on 27th they wanna go eat at LPS..
then 19th and 23rd are susu and miao xin bdae..
18th is twilight day..!!!
i wanna watch..hehe..edward cullen..

2008-12-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey..
so yah..been busy with school...with projects..presentations..haish..
so today starts at 12pm..gt MH lecture..then break..which we had meeting..then had nursing lab..then lecture for 2hours..so sian..

tmr will be lect for three hours..

monday is Hari Raya Haji...yeay...
and friday..i go kampung..muahahaha...
cnt wait..holiday also coming...

hmm..the thought of him keep coming back..
he is the only person that i really want to meet..
hmm..can say that i "miss" him..cos he is my first crush during sec school...
when oh when can i meet him...

me and sarah have been sharing alot of things lately..hehehe
ouh..you should know bout wat..
i think it's time for searching one..hehehe
but..it's so difficult.. haish... :(

IM SO BORED!!!!!!

2008-11-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

hey...
today saturday...
all the way at home today...did some research for my pharmaco project..
then after that..watch Twilight...hahaha...so nice..edward cullen so handsome... :)
ouh yah...my shoulder and my right hand feels so heavy...haish...

my mum and sis go out so i have to stay with my dad..
i do my own stuff..and he do his own stuff...
hahaha...

I just cant wait for holiday..muahaha...
i want holiday...
im already in my holiday mood...
haish...
holiday..can you please come faster...
i have alot of things that i want to do during holidays... :)

oklah..
i think thats all for today...
~choaz~

2008-11-26T19:50:00.002+08:00

hello...
im happy..very very happy...
i passed my skills assessment for the second attempt..
and the bio pract has also pass...hahha
now im bored...
haish...
how i wish i gt someone "special"..
hmm...wonder how is it like...????
hehehe... :P

hmm..holidays are in 3 weeks more..
planning wat am i going to do...

haiyah.. i dunnoelah wat to say...

2008-11-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

this lyric is about a friend..but too bad it's in malay..

Sahabat
Mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup

Sahabat
Ingatlah kau selalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi

Sahabat
Aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku inginkan kau hadir

Aku di sini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayang
Tanpa diri mu ku tak bisa dan kembalilah

2008-11-20T21:05:00.001+08:00

Langit begitu gelap
Hujan tak juga reda
Ku harus menyaksikan cintaku
Terenggut tak terselamatkan

Ingin ku ulang hari
Ingin ku perbaiki
Kau salah ku butuhkan
Beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

Dimana letak surga itu
Biar ku gantikan tempat mu dengan ku
Adakah tanda surga itu
Biar ku temukan untuk bersamamu
Ku biarkan senang ku menari di udara
Biar semua tahuKematian tak mengakhiri Cinta

Apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma bila aku disini sendiri

2008-11-20T20:59:00.001+08:00

Tertutup sudah pintu pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh terhening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

2008-11-18T21:39:00.007+08:00

Robert Pattinson...awww...

okay..it's pictures time as i promised...

today was a hell for me..

i flu hasn't recovered..but instead it is accompanied with cough and slight fever...

haiyoh... :(

okay..today end at 11 but i stay for a while in skool to wait for my sarah to pass her the cards...

so i stayed outside LTK and played my lappy..

upload photos..nothing better to do..hehehe

ouh yah..

im so hepi...i dunnoe why but im just so hepi..

i think becos of yesterday...

he talked to me after awhile of just saying "HI" or chatting away in msn..hehe..

okay..that makes me so hepi until today.. :)

now i cant wait for 18 december..becos...TWILIGHT coming to cinemas in singapore..arrr...

cant wait to watch.. cant wait to see Edward Cullen..(Robert Pattinson)... :)

hehehe...

2008-11-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

hello...
today had great fun with my madrasah fren, narimah..my "kakak"..hehehe
first we go to masjid annur to take our exam result...we all so scared that we are gonna fail..
so we go to the office together..fortunately...we all passed..hahaha...alhamdulillah..
i get 3rd position in my class..muahaha..so happy..also we get our cert..saying that we have ended our madrasah...wow..cant believe that i skooled there for 12 years oredi..since im 7 years old..and now..i've left the skool..so..now my sundays are free..and available..muahaha..
so frenss..who wanna go out with me on sundays..call me yah!! muahaha...

so after that..me and narimah went to causeway point at first..but then we last minute plan to go to bugis..to SHOP!!!hahaha...so we went to BUGIS..and to my surprise.the bajus there are all & $10..wow..!!so my dear fren narimah bought 5 bajus and i bought 2 onli..cos nt enuf $$..
before that we went eat at LJS..muaha..long time no eat there..:)
after all that shopping..we walk to city hall...while on the way..we too pictures..haha
camwhoring with her..(pictures will be uploaded soon.)
then we walk to raffles city shopping centre..window shop onli..
then we bought caramel frappe and we shared...(so sweet):P
then we walk to the war monument to camwhoring again..
then went to esplanade and go home... :)

i think thats all for now...
bye..

2008-11-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

heya...

im back...but im bored..
hahaha...
nxt week thursday is my skill assessment..arrrgghh...
so fast seh...

i cant wait for twilight movie to come out..
hahaha...saw the trailer and read the synopsis...
it is so fun and exciting...
it's about human falling in love with vampire...
hahaha...

thought of borrowing the book to read...hahaha

i want to eat ban mien...hehehe...

im so bored now...

today had fun disturbing people..muahahaha..

2008-11-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

2008-11-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

hello...

yesterday my family had a feast at home...
yesterday..we ate western...hahhaaha...
okay..in the afternoon..we ate spicy tuna with spaghetti..muahaha..so delicious..
and it is cooked by me... :)
and im so happy that my mom,dad and sis said it's nice and delicious.. :)

then for dinner...we had ayam panggang...(roasted chicken) eaten with baked potato..
so nice...and the good thing is..everything are home-made...
muahaaha...so delicious.. :)

and today for dinner...we had fried vegetables spaghetti..
hahaa...

wow..today blog..im talking about FOOD!!!..
hahaha...
cos..i had nothing to say...

now..im crazy over ERIC DILL...hahaha...
he so cute...especially when he acted in Taking 5..the click five first ever movie with him..

wednesday is my AN presentation..
then gt nursing theory...
arrr....so stresss....

and now im so BORED...
haha...

oklah..i think thats all for now..
~ciao~

2008-11-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

halo....
hehehe...

today skool ends early today...
hahaha...
starts at 9am ..ends at 3pm..muahaha
should end at 5pm..but our elective lecturer ends it early...
so wat did i do...i sleep..haahaha...
i was just so sleepy..my eyes cant open animore..
so..sleep lah...hahaha...

morning lesson was fun..
learnt about fungi...
gt alot of type..
like cartoon character also have...
hahaa...

i fel so relieved once i've let out my problems that had been troubling me all along..
hahaha...thanks to mimi,sarah and susu...hahaa...

wat im doin now:
-listening to the flood by escape the fate
-chatting with faris,mimi and sarah
-blogging
-watching tv..

wow!!!im multitasking seh...
muaahaha...

sometimes the feelings come and go...
it cant be predicted...
when it comes..it hurts...when it go..it also hurts..
so..can someone tell me wat to do... :(

classic ama :)
-

2008-11-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again

...

heloo...
been busy with skool lately...
and i just didnt noe wat to blog actualli..
so i just update to fill up the space..heheh...

2008-10-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

hello frens..
ya i noe..i changed my blog skin..hahaha...
getting bored with the previous one...so..better change..hahha
ok..skool was okaylah..
alot of worklah..projects starting to build up..and the first project due on week 5..
aiyoh...
im so bored now...and can say that im falling asleep soon..
but i cant...too early leh...haha..onli 9.53pm...
haiyah...why the time flies so slow uh?
why my frens all never online..?
im suffering..hahaah..
dying soon of boredom...hahaha....
and the tv..nothing interesting to watch..

aha..tmr thursday...
the nxt day friday...
then the nxt nxt day is saturday...
hahaha...i goin kampung again...im so hepi and excited..
hahaha..cant wait man..
comeon..saturday..faster come...
hahaha...

oklah..actualli i gt nothing to say any more..

if you love someone..you are willing to do everything for them...
:)

2008-10-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

hellooo frens...
haha..
week two of skool..so fast eh..hahaha
so far skool is okaylah for me..
so happy get to see the ngongngongs again..hahaha
so happy get to disturb people... :)

how i miss skool food..especially from south canteen... :)
the wedges..ahh...
hahaha....

2008-10-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

hello frens..
today the first day of skool for second semester..
hah...so far im happy..cos get to see all my frens again..
hahaha...
get ready for a challenging semester... :)

2008-10-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

hello frens...
yah i noe..it's been long since i last update..
hehe..so busy lah..with my attachment..
well tmr is my last day at ward 48..haha..at last..
then nxt week is back to skool..yahooo!!!...
well..Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim frenss..
hehehe...

this year celebrated hari raya @melaka..my kampong..
we went there the evening before hari raya..
then after the morning of hari raya..go jalan raya..
then in the evenning..come back to singapore..
cos the nxt day i working...
so i celebrated hari raya @ kampung for onli 1 day..
but it is worth it lah..

oklah..will update more..
ciao..

2008-09-27T10:08:00.002+08:00

heloo...
long time no updates..
hehe..
okay..it's the end of my attachment at ward 47..but still have two weeks at ward 48...and then it's skool reopens again..and i cant wait for that..i wanna go skool...and meet my frens..miss them so much... :)
working at ward 47 is a good experience..it makes me feel of becoming a mother..hahaha...
get to play with the kids..hahaha..
yesterday was my last day..then i saw this cute baby..so..i decided to play with him..when i come near him..he was fast and reaching out to me and wanted me to carry him..so sweet..im touched by it.. so i carried him and play with him..hehhe...

and i also gt a "brother"..hehehe...
since i dont have a brother..

then the new group of ngee ann students was fun..
there's three of them whom i close with..
got to know that they all stay in woodlands..
so..on tuesday..i went home with them...
:)

three more days to hari raya..yey...
cant wait for that day to come...
cos..i'll be going back to my kampong..hahha..
but unfotunately..onli 1 day..
then the next day i working.. :(

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....

2008-09-20T22:30:00.001+08:00

There's a girl back home I use to know
She cried her self to sleep every night
We all knew
We all knew
Only girl who would ever compromise
Strike a deal with the devil to save a night
We all knew
We all knew
She tried to call me a month ago
To sing me a song that she just wrote
But I wasn't home I should've know
That time had taken it toll
She had no place to go
They found her body resting by the river
Oh I never said good bye
I wish I would have tried
I couldn't hear her cries
As she filled her veins with light
Until she saw the light
I remember we would hide behind the trees
Smoking cigarettes until our throats would bleed
Those were the days
Those were the days
Yeah
Never scared
Never worried that the summer would end
Invincible to every sharp end
We drove so fast
Thought it would last
But time had taken it toll
She had no place to go
They found her body resting by the river
Oh I never said good bye
I wish I would have tried
I couldn't hear her cries
As she filled her veins with light
Until she saw the light
MadelineMadeline
You will be remembered
MadelineMadeline
We still have September
MadelineMadeline
We'll see you on the other side
Die
If I could could turn back timeI
'd find a way to remind you
That some how you could try to give in and fight the good fight
Oh you didn't have to die
You filled your veins with lies
My precious madeline

2008-09-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

hello...it's been long since i updated..
okay..this week been a tiring week for me..
now im doing my replacement postings for paeds and O&G..
now is only the first week...i still have three weeks or 15 more days to end..
i have till 10/10/08...haish...
then 13/10/08 skool starts...
in other word..no HOLIDAY for me... :(

im so bored..
even in the ward..so BORING...
i rather work in adult ward lah..
adult ward more things to do..
more challenging..
paeds ward...haish..nothing much to do..
all must be under supervision..or we observed wat the nurse do only..
so boring...
i want this posting to faster faster end...
then i can rest in peace...(R.I.P)hehehe

ouh yah..i also need a whole body message...hahaha
my legs,my back is killing me..haaha...
seriously..from monday i started this posting..
reach home..shower..sleep..then wake up..break fast..then sleep again..
hahaha...cos the nxt day i morning shift mah..then sommore i eat my medicine..
hahaha...
onli today i get to sleep late..cos tmr..afternoon shift..hahaha
at last..get to sleep after eating sahur..hahhaa...

Hari Raya coming soon...yey...
but..too bad..i onli be at my kampung for two days..
then the nxt day that is the second day of hari raya..i afternoon shift...
haish...so sad... :( :(

oklah..gtg..
~ciao~

2008-09-13T21:21:00.006+08:00

these photos were taken yesterday...

as it was our last day of attachment at NUH,ward 43...

hhaha..it's been quite fun working there..

making frens..especially with the ITE students..

they were friendly..especially the two girls in the two pictures above,azizah and khatijah..

both of them are so friendly...eh..eh..not forgetting rhadiah..hhaha..

they were friendly..ouh yah..and also this chinese guy..yong ming..hahaha..

he same cubicle as me..so..if we morning shift..we will do everything together as a team..

gargle patient..sponge patient..fold blanket..change bedsheet...and many more...

then after all is doneded..we will stand at the wall and become wallpaper..hahha..

we will chat la..lots of things..hahaa..

well overall..it was fun... :)

2008-09-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

yey..
today last day of attachment...
but not for me.. i still gt another 20 more days at another wards..
today was okaylah..had debrief at 2pm..it was fun..cos we took picture..
haahha will put up the pics soon.. :)
the ite students also in the pics..haha..
we make good bonding with the ite students..
they were all so friendly and welcoming..hahaha
the staffs at the ward is also nice and approachable..
i am greatful to get CI like Xiuyu...shes very good..and she teach me alot of things in the ward..
hahaha...

im hoping that the ward im goin next will be as fun as this ward..
haish...
:(...

2008-09-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

pocket full of sunshine

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky,
I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

2008-09-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

helo..
ok..this is the second week of attachment..
and im left with 4 more days at ward 43 and 20 more days for my O&G and also my peads postings..haish...
well..so far..im coping well with the surroundings and the staffs down there...
they are okaylah..
well so far i managed to do some skills..that is..hypocount, off iv plug, dressing...
hahaha...but for my dressing..need to be improved..haha..

today is the 4th day of Ramadhan or the 4th day we fast..

im so tired..and my feets are killing me...
so pain..arrrr....
i still gt 4 more weeks of attachment...
arrr....HELP ME!!!!!
im suffering...ARRRRR.....
im dying of boredom..... :( :(

2008-08-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

helo...
today the last day of of first week of attachments..
hmm..review of this first week of attachment?
ok..so far...the ward is okay..quite busy in the morning but not so at the afternoon...
so..who kena afternoon shift..damn suay..haha..
i think i say that according to my cubicle lah...which like not much activity..
haha...nemmind..8 more days left at the ward..then two days at SHS...
but..for me ..it doesnt end there...i still have another 20 more days to go..
haiyah...
the ITE students in the ward all very friendly one...
hahaha...they good to me..i'll be good to them..hahhaha...

monday is the first day of puasa..haha..
and i afternoon shift...haiyoh..how sey..ahaha...
luckily my shift ends at 8.30pm..

well now..i've started to miss my ngongngongs...
i miss my friends...i miss skool..
haish...
ouh yah..
monday,teachers' day...
happy teacher's day to all the teachers who have taught me well...
i love them and miss them...

well..thats all...
~ciao~

2008-08-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

heyo...today is the start of attachment..
for three weeks, im gonna be in ward 43 and work there...
haish...so far the ward oklah..it's surgical wards with different kind of cases...
then in the ward we gt ite students,accelerated student and of course us..the yr2 students..
haish...tmr ..morning shift..have to really have knowledge lah..yr 2 oredi mah..hehehe...

im so bored now...
haish..
our CI have asked us to copy the drugs name and find out wat it is for...haish..
so boring..
actualli i dont want this attachment...but..no attachmnet,no money..hehehe

nxt week..fasting month oredi..wah..then 1month later..hari raya..yey ...hahaha

im bored...

2008-08-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

helo...i just came back from bugis..haha..go and see the lights...
haahaha...we never actualli see the concertlah cos it's raining..
so..we see abit of dancing then we go zamzam restaurant to drink teh tarik..
haha...
we meet at bugis station..and im the first one to arrive..hahaha...
while waiting for the rest..i saw different kind of people..hahaha..
then a few minutes later..sarah came...so me and her go jalan2 at bugis junction..
then awhile ltr..susu and peiying come..then basirah then miao..
one hour later....we went up to kfc..then mimi came..
wah..today i ate alot..my stomach goin rounder..hhahaa...
this week was fun man..going out with the ngong2..
haish...

tmr attachment starts...and i have 7 weeks of attachments..
so boring...haish...
ok...
gtg..
~ciaoz~

2008-08-23T19:38:00.002+08:00

today..haha..as u all see..i post alot of lyrics today..hahah...
okay..just post them for fun...
if u all want to sing along..please do..
haha...well basically..the lyrics are to all the songs from my playlist..haha..
oklah..i have nothing to do..so..post these lyrics..haha...

now im so bored..
my father go work..my mother at ahmad ibrahim mosque..
my sister..dunnoe go where...haish..
always like this..kena leave alone..so bored...

well monday is already attachment..haish..
im so the lazy to go attachment..feel like wanna quit skool...
so..tmr outing with ngong2..they say going karaoke..
but i want go watch the lights switching on ceremony at Geylang..
dunnoelah..sarah say go karaoke then go see the lights..
it's at night...dunnoelah..
like lazy also have..hahaha...

2008-08-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

Artist: Bullet For My Valentine
Album: Scream, Aim, Fire
Title: Hearts Burst Into Fire

I'm coming home!
I've been gone for far too long!
Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving
Have I f***** things up again?
I'm dreaming
Too much time without you spent!

It hurts!
Wounds so sore!
Now I'm torn
Now I'm torn

I've been far away
When I see your face
My hearts burst into fire!
Hearts burst into fire

You're not alone
I know I'm far from home!
Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming
No more days that I just spent

My bed's so cold, so lonely
No arms, just sheets to hold me

Has this world stop turning?
Are we forever to be apart?

2008-08-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

Selalu Mengalah
oleh: Seventeen

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

pertengkaran yang terjadi
seperti semua salahku
mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu

2008-08-23T19:23:00.002+08:00

Betapa
oleh: Sheila on 7

seminggu setelah kau pergi
teman silih berganti menghiburku
berkata semua teratasi
kan terus sembunyi di balik senyum palsu

ku dengar dirimu tak sendiri lagi
betapa hancurnya hati jiwaku

setahun setelah kau pergi
ku masih sembunyi di balik senyum palsu

ku dengar dirimu tak sendiri lagi
betapa hancurnya hati jiwaku
betapa hancurnya, na na na na naaa
tolong bantu aku melewati semua, uuu

2008-08-23T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu
oleh: Repvblik

Ku t’lah miliki
rasa indahnya perihku
rasa hancurnya harapku
kau lepas cintaku

Yang seakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Reff :
Ho~o aku
hanya ingin kau tahu
besarnya cintaku
tingginya hayalku bersamamu
‘Tuk lalui
waktu yang tersisa kini
di setiap hariku
di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Oo..ho..oo.ho...

Walaupun semua
hanya ada dalam mimpiku
hanya ada dalam anganku
ku lewati itu
Yang seakan abadi
Sekali pun kau mengerti
Sekali pun kau pahami
Kupikir ku salah mengertimu

2008-08-22T17:53:00.002+08:00

kau rinduku
jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu
mataku terbangun untuk menanti
menantimu...

jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya
itu bisa menghancurkan semua
bukan begitu

aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku...
dan kupastikan saja dihatimu
kan kukorbankan semuanya untukmu
sungguh kuberharap kaupun begitu padaku...
coba kau rasakan
cinta yang begitu kan mengesankan..
yakin pasti dapatkan
kemesraan yang penuh cinta...

dedicate this lyric to my fren sarah.... :)

2008-08-22T17:39:00.002+08:00

hello peeps..
it's the last day of exam today...so fun...hahahah
okay..on wednesday was more fun...
we ended paper at 6pm...then waited for peiying...
then after that we go Lau Pa Sat...
actualli we planned to go sunday...
but miao say she gt picnic...
then on that morning shane mass sms saying that goin LPS on that day..
it was so last minute......so..end up everyone goin...reached there about 7.30pm...
so we open table outside...we ordered satay,ikan pari bakar and ayam bakar and also baby squid...it was nice...so full...and im satisfied....
hahaha...it was fun...NGONG2 all there...
like family reunion....hahahahah

2008-08-19T21:22:00.004+08:00

halo...

hmm..i feel so lazy to update lah...

cos...exam man...haha...tmr is biology paper...

yesterday was the killer paper that is adult nursing...

haish...

ouh yah..on sunday...i spent almost half of the day at annur mosque...

first i reach quite early with my mum...

i gt class at 10.30am but i reached at 10 i think...

so when my class started i went in then left my mum listening to ustaz shafi syarahan...

then we gt this 15 mins break...mosque gt this big event...so was quite distracted...

actualli my mum tot that the puan suria talk will be after ustaz shafi's but unfortunately it's not...

so my class end early...so search fo my mum...she was helping out in tieing ribbon for the trophy...

so decided to help...so as my two frens..hudada and masrifah...

then they two left...

so my mum and me stayed to watch the marhaban competition..

and that was already 3++pm...

and in the end it's puan suria's time...

ended arnd 6++pm...

wah..so tiring but fun...

then went home start studying for AN paper...

2008-08-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

halo....
i've entered the examination zone...muahaha
had my first paper on thursday...it's medical sociology + practitioner-patient relationship..
it was okay for the MCQs ...but gt stucks here and there for the SAQs...
muahaaha...
on monday is adult nursing paper...which requires me to study from the big,thick LeMone textbook..
aarrgghhh!!!.....

okay...today..what did i do??
hmm...wake up at 10am..then clean myself everything..
then i online thru my laptop..haha..searching for wallpapers...and know wat..i gt MCR and BFMV wallpapers..cool!!!....
then it was raining..so gt to switch off...
then 11.30am..haha..kids'central..
watch HANNAH MONTANA..but before that..watched THE LATEST BUZZ...
hahaha...yah..u can say that im so childish..but heck care..i like watching these two shows..

then after the shows...i went to study inside my room sweet room...hahahahah...
so ...stuyding..with full concentration...but...haha...i dont understand one thing im reading...
so this means that i've to open the thick textbook and read...haiyah...
cant wait for this exams to go...
cos..the ngongngong planned to go dinner on nxt sunday at Lau Pa Sat..
hope i can go...praying...
then the nxt day.. attachment starts...haiyah...DAMN...

oklah..
ciao..

2008-08-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

halo...long time no update...
been busy lately...
today went to skool to study...study in the library...
wah..can say that im quite stress..
the library was so cold that make my flu came back..
and i was freezing...sommore the weather was raining..wah..more cold..
hahaha...

okay..now is my relaxing time..
will continue studying tmr..
watching malay drama..
haha..so funny..

2008-08-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

Aduhai Seribu Kali Sayang

Berdosakah diri ku
Terpaksa melepaskan
Cintamu yg serapuh
Dahan nak kering usang
Yang akhir nya kan patah
Terhempas gemeretap
Oh sungguh memilukan
Tak dapat ku bayangkan

Setelah merelakan
Setelah kau bisikkan
Segugus janji janji
Tergamak kau mungkiri

Apakah sebenar yang terjadi
Hingga kau bersikap demikian
Sedangkan kau sesungguhnya percaya
Kasih ku tak berbelah bagi

Aduhai tak sanggup ku kenangkan
Semua telah nyata
Cintamu gurauan

Datang dan hilang
Semau hati mu
Itulah falsafah
Oh pegangan cinta mu
Namun harus kau ingat
Hati yang manakah
Selama nya kan sabar

this lyric is for my fren..MIMI...

2008-08-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

today a worst day cum fun day for me...
worst part is...i gt headache..severe headache from the moment i wake up till now..
when the headache come..my eyes will be teary...i dunnoe why...for a few days i gt this teary/pain eye and headache..WHATS HAPPENING??????????

fun part is...me and mimi sing jiwang songs..
we sing all the jiwang malay songs..at mcdonalds summore..
hahaha...we were loud lah...
then mimi cant remember the lyrics..i will continue for her...
but the thing is..i cant stop...muahaha....
it was fun lah...
then mak minah said to mimi..."mimi please memorise the lyrics first before u sing"
hahaha...so funny...
another thing is..me and miao ...hahaha...so funny...

i left one more ica/project that is medical sociology...
presentation on thursday...
thursday gt psych mock test...haish...
exam coming..
so near...nxt week onli....
haish...

now..cracking my head..thinking wat to write for my project...
haish...

2008-08-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

hello...
i want to post this video...
it's bout my fren...mimi...
this one she climbing up the chair..in LTJ1

this one...going down...

okay...today is my group's turn to present..

mr chan say that the roleplay part is unusual as the rest of the group didnt do that...

hahaha...at last...some positive feedback...

it is worth the hard work and last minute work...

hahaha...today i dont noe why i so tired and sleepy..

walking home from the mrt station...i cant stand to open my eyes big..wah so tired ...

now also my eyes sleepy sey..

hahaha...

now im quite relaxed abit..hahaha...

now..im bored....

arrgghhh!!!!

2008-07-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

helllo...
ok..
today no skool..so i went for my physio...
hahaha...so happy that they discharge me oredi..muahaha...
then after that straight go to NUH...
go there to visit my mother's fren's son...
he accident...wah..his condition is quite teruklah..
heard that his one of his kidney hancur..then his knee also ...his hand kena put metal..
then he got internal bleeding...wow..he is now in the HD ward..
hmm...quite sad lah..
haha..

haishh...
then before went home..i eat SOYABEAN ice-cream from Mr Bean..ahahaha
so nice...emm....
then took 963 and sleep in the bus all the way..

tmr start at 1pm..
but gt meeting at 11...
then i gt to rush to SGH for my doctor appoinment at 3.45pm..
hahaha...then tmr gt nite class...
haish...

adios

2008-07-28T23:07:00.001+08:00

desir pasir di padang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekadar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

ayatayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu

bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

2008-07-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

today is friday...
starts skool at 10...AN lecture for two hours..
but nothing goes in..hahah.thats normal..
wow..must buck up seh...exam coming..
then still gt lot of projects...stats..medical sociology, health psych, pharmaco...
haish...who in the world who create all these projects and examss...

hmm...i need to buy new clothes...cos my clothes running out already..

noe wat...im now addicted to BFMV..that is bullets for my valentine..
hahaha...their songs are nice..these are my type of songs that i love...hahaha...
credit to faris who make me fall in love with this band..haahaa....
cant stop listening to their songs...

hmm...this week of skool..oklah..
first week of skool after attachment..for my frenss...
for me..first week of skool after 4 weeks mc..hahaha... :)

oklah...cant wait for 3rd august...hehee

adios...

2008-07-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

im so bored............
cant wait to go to skool...meet my frenss...and admire scenery...haaha
haish...
is there anything fun that i can do to get rid of this boredom...??
answer is: NONE...
muahaha....
haish...

wah..
first day skool open...gt presentation..wah...
research method summore...haha..
i dont noe how to do seh..
haha...

and i also cant wait for 3rd august..
gt hi-tea..haha...must be fun..yeah..
mst dress up..haha..theme:floral..haaha
hmm....hehe..

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

well halo..long time no updates...
so yah..im recovering from my surgery and it already been three weeks..
and i've been at home for three weeks while my frens out there doing their work..
i feel so guilty...
then gt this email from my tchr said that i no need to go for posting this coming week..
omg..that means 4 weeks of mc for me..and that means i have to payback my postings for four weeks..and it all after my vacation postings...arr...
21st skool opens..and i cant wait for that..i wanna see my frenss...
i miss them...yeah...
i wanna go out...!!! so bored stay at home...
haish... :( :(

2008-07-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

ku cinta kau apa adanya(aku mau)

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu...

this lirik is so touching...
it means alot to me...

2008-06-29T18:57:00.002+08:00

yah...thats the pictures of me in the hospital...both after the surgery...and on morphine..hahaha

2008-06-28T16:58:00.002+08:00

hello...
long time nvr update..
yah..im hospitalized for three days...
underwent op for my backbone at SGH on tuesday...
at 8am was my op...at 2pm I was sent to ward...
so yah...after the op..nothing happen..just tat i couldnt move...
then arnd few hours ltr, the nurse ask me to turn sideway..thats when i felt the pain..
so..i cried..then the doctor ordered morphine for me..
so i was on morphine until the nxt morning..
my mother stayed the night with me..
the three night she stayed there..
on wednesday afternoon..i started to walk again..so yey..

on thursday i was discharged..
but still couldnt walked properly..hahaha...like robot..
haah...

i gt three weeks mc..haha..
so yah..cant do my attachment..haish...

2008-06-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

heyo..

ok..tmr is my operation day..yah..im the first one to be operated in the morning..

hahhaa...

ok..so on friday went sentosa..hahaha..

it was fun hanging out with THE NGONGNGONGS..

they were a funny bunch of people who make my life that day fun..

so we camwhoring..haha..from siloso to pahlawan beach..

then we jam the bridge...hahaha....

I LOVE THEM...

take the luge ride three times..as we gt one free ride...hahaha...

i dont dare to daredevil..but i gt speed abit lah..hahaha..

then we gt take this video...

me, mimi,and dayah..becoming the female version of bujang lapok..haha...

mimi called it dara lapok..haahaha...

so fun...

2008-06-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

today half a day i spend at SGH...
want to why...yah..it's pre-admission testing for me...
yalah..nxt tues admitted for op ma..so today is the test lah..
from 8.30am to 1.00pm at SGH..with my mum and dad..

from one place to another..first registration..then take blood..then ECG..I tell you..it's my first time..hahaha...then go see the anaesthetic doctor..so on the op day i will kena general anaesthesia..so that means i will be put to sleep..haish..

then arnd 1++pm everything settle...so we go eat..then go home..
then the first thing i do when reach home is...SLEEP!!!
muahahaha...i am so sleepy lah...wake up early..hahaa...
nice man..get to sleep..
i woke up arnd 5pm like that...

now...sitting in front of computer blogging..
tmr goin out with sarah and hidayah..yeah..
hahaha..

2008-06-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

arrr!!!im so freakin bored...
wish i could go out now...and let out my boredom...
and fly freely in an open field...
hahaa....

okay..today i woke up late...hahaha...
my day was so bored that i watched tv the whole day...and watched some indon dramas at utube just now...
now im back online..just finish folding the dry clothes...
and wow..my back hurtss....ouch..
haha...

hmm...feel like goin out tmr..
but go where?haish...im so BORED...
holidays can be boring and also can be fun...
it is fun when u get to go out with your frens and enjoy..
it is bored when u are stuck at home...doing nothing..

well..im waiting for 11pm...
to watch this drama at SCTV...
it is indon drama lah..
"The Butterfly"....

oklah..
adios...

2008-06-12T20:43:00.002+08:00

heyo..
haha...
okay..yesterday went SGH for my appoinment...
so my surgery will be on 24 june..haish...
but..before that..on 20 june...SENTOSAing time...
hahhaa...have fun first then surgery...

cant wait man...i miss the NGONG-NGONG oredi...
hahahaha....and especially Halal...our son...hahaha.... :)
mimi..Halal aper khabar?hehehe...

okay..today go skool in the morning..to find for Doris ...regarding my posting...
i wont be goin for attachment for the first week..
hahaha....

then in the afternoon..go Bugis..hahaha...
with my mom lah ofcourse...
go shopping...hahaha...my mom wanna buy baju...
all her baju become loose oredi..

oklah...blog nxt time yah..
bye...

2008-06-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

arrr...im DAMN bored today...
today...woke up at 10..
shower...make my bed...then breakfast...
after breakfast wash clothes then hang them ....

then i gt flu..hahah...so after my lunch..i take medicine..then SLEEP...
hahaha...nice...
now sitting in front of computer...and watching tv...

2008-06-07T13:10:00.002+08:00

picture taken yesterday...after AN lecture...

i didnt noe that me and basirah are wearing the same colour from top to bottom...hahaha

until she say..."ama..ltr take pic.."then i ask why..

"we wearing the same lah"...tudung same colour..baju same colour..then we both wear jeans.."

then..this is the outcome...

hahah..even our slippers are same brand..hahaha

so CLASSIC...

well yesterday was last day of skool..

then two weeks break..then attachment....

haish...

im going to miss my NGONG-NGONG family...

boohoo..

nvm..hope i can join u all on the 20th...hehee

SENTOSA...here I come...

2008-06-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

hello...long time no updates...

lazylah..dunnoe wat to write...
okaylah..today last day of skool...then 2 weeks holiday then attachment..
okay..yesterday was my appoinment at SGH for the MRI result..
the MRI showed that my i gt prolapsed discs..or so called slip discs..
haha...thats why it has been so painful at my lower back and my left leg..
so the doctor suggest SURGERY...
went home ask my father..he also said..SURGERY...
so yah..i must undergo surgery at my backbone...
haish...

okay..today can be said that my heart is broken lah...
the person that i admired the most..has a GIRLFREN...aaaahhhhhhhh....
:(... :(...
hatiku hancur berkecai...
it is so DIFFICULT to find one u noe..
and when u started to like one..they already gt..it's so heartbreaking... :(

well...on the 20th goin for outing with the NGONG-NGONGs...
hope i can go...cos dunnoe when is my surgery....

haish....

hatiku hancur berkecai....

2008-06-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

helloo...
just came back from kampong..
had fun there...
why not..i met my beloved cousinsss...
hahaha..long time nvr meet them..

i go kampung cos gt my relative getting married then yesterday nite gt kenduri...
haish...
so fun and memorable...
yesterday was a shocking day for me...
my guy cuzzie gt accident..
luckily he was okay..only scratches..
before that afew days before..accident also..
wah..this guy ah..always accident one...
dunnoe how he ride his bike...
before this..was the worst lah..
my uncle said that if sees his bike..he may be dead..
but luckily...he was in ICU...now his leg gt metal..hahaha
haish...

hope to go back there soon...
hehe..cos my another cuzzie getting engage soon..
hehehe..so fun...
.. :)

2008-05-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

hmm...
today public holiday..
so there's no skool...
haha...

so me, sarah and miao go out...
hahaa...
okay...we meet at far east plaza busstop cos my father sending me...
so we go far east plaza...nothing much..
shop havent open...

so we go heeren...also nothing...
then we go kallang leisure park...
down there miao bought her rugby boots which only cost her $39.90
haha...
then we go royal sporting house at macpherson rd..
the shoes, clothes all so cheap...
hahaha..
so i bought ipanema slippers for $16.90 and a shirt for $13.90
hahaha
so cheap rite...
hahaha...

ok...this is the first time i shopping with my frens...
hahaa..
it was fun...
reach home at arnd 7.30pm..
cos b4 that i go causeway point lah...
hahha

okay..tmr is skool day starts again...
hahaha...

oklah...
bye..

2008-05-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

hello...

okay..why am i here...
cos today skool start late...
start at 1 and end at 3pm...
hahaha...so fun...
so just now in the morning wake up, sembahyang subuh then get ready to go power walking with my mother at the stadium...
I did abt 8 rounds of the stadium when my backbone feels pain...arr..so pain ...
so i stopped and do stretching...wait for my mother then we went home...

Yesterday was fun...
andy's lecture was fun...
the way he talk like talking to his fren...
all the words comeout..like "idiot"

then for nite class...
before the class....
we bought food to eat..then we seat outside the room...i mean outside...
then we eat lah...hahaha
okay..then there's this grp of yr 1 students i think...
the singing birthday song nt far from us...
so we join in singing with them..
they looked at us and smiled..
hahaha....
then the lecturer asked one of us to take pic for them...
so shane went...
then u noe what..one of the girl bring a plate of big piece of cake to us...
we reject and reject but she insist on giving us..
so end up..we accept it..and we EAT...
hahaha...
then we shout thank you to them...
they reply us too..hahah...so fun...
.....

amalina :)

2008-05-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

i am so hapiee today....

today at madrasah at last gt to see whom i want to see..hahaha
after two weeks waiting...at last gt to see...
hhahaha...
arrr...can describe how hapiee i am...
well i hope this happieness will continue forever...
dunwan this hapiness to go away...

okay...
tmr monday...
gt presentation for social psychology...
haish...
luckily finished oredi...
hahhahaa....

today out of the blue narimah asked me..."are you attached?"
so i just answered..no...
hahaha...
wondering why she's asking...
then i asked her back lah..
she also no..haha
so we're the same...
then we say that not ready to settle down yet...
for me im goin to focus with my studies...
the time will come soon....
just have to wait...

yeay!!...
good and positive thinking will bring towards good and positive outcomes...
hahahaha....

i just love my lives...
hahhaha

thats all..
thank you..
bye..bye..
:)